dear god..
if you really does exist..
could you hear my prayer this time..

if i'm not deserve to be happy,
if you think that i was made for this purpose..
if only you think that i'm that strong to bear the burden you give..
i'm not..
i'm breaking..

all my life in searching of a simple happiness..
a peace in my heart
a place to just laying all this burden..

if you think i'm not deserve it..
maybe i'm just not deserve this life
and now i give you back thia life..
you can just take it and please take all this pain along with it..

i'm giving up..